when I died January 27,1997 The future was shown to me and what would come to pass. I was sent back to try to change that. How could I though, to me it was a dream, that is till the things I saw coming, came to pass. As a child I chose to walk away from God as a lot of the teaching just didnt make sinse, what god would want you to sacrific another living being it created, weather plant or animal life, moreover send down a child only to take it away from the parents for mistakes they made, you see as a child I saw things in dreams, chidren dying, parents crying, just bits and pieces not the whole thing, that is till I got older, as time pasted the dreams reviled more and more till I saw the whole dark and satanic stage. I just assumed I was crazy and watching all them horror films scared me for life. I was lost until the most unexspected saviour would show me the way, I fell to my knees, and tears made puddles on the floor. Our father isnt there to make you rich, a good person or a bad person. Father gave us one thing and one thing only, he gave us a choice, thats it and is there to pick us up after we fall if we ask weather you rise or fall it was your choice, and if you fell but the infromation obtained from that choice benifited in your learning and advancing and ubderstanding, Father was and always will be there to pick you back up brush the dust off and try again. every day is a learning experence. yet there are those filled with greed and want power and control. they turn monsters into heros and heros into monsters